Omnicom Post #1, "Desires"

Date: January 7th (for me)
Weather: Humid, Warm (because of Stacy-sama)

I recently started thinking about the idea and concept of desires. Would I be happy if all of my desires were fulfilled? If we beat the Ohm, and go home, is that what I really want? Or would I be sad if it all came true..?

All the things I've seen before waking here on (in?) Stacy-sama make me think that if I go back, I'm not going to be very happy. In fact, I'll probably depress myself. Is that selfish?

Maybe it is a little bit.

I can't really tell Steve these kinds of things, I'm not sure how much he'll understand, or if he'll understand too much and misinterpret what I'm saying. I'm not even sure what I'm saying.

Am I saying I want to stay here? Or just with Steve? Is that a little too heavy to be thinking about now, when we've only known each other a little less than a year? I wish I could say these sorts of things more clearly.

I want to know the answer.